the week of.

It's the week of the Jason Gray extravaganza at my church this weekend. I'm mostly excited, but also nervous. It's turned into a bigger event then I thought it would. People calling and emailing asking for information, constant advertisement on the radio, and still tying up loose ends with Jason coming. I think this will be a huge defining moment for me and what I am supposed to do with my life, depending on how it goes. This has been a wonderful opportunity to see a bit of what goes into planning a concert, and making it happen.

Also, this has been a great learning experience in my walk with God. He's been testing me, and seeing how strong my faith is, and how much I trust Him. It's been tough, but it's better that I do. In the end, i'll be grateful for it. There are times where I want to freak out and take things into my own hands, but I end up destroying myself in the end. My emotions are flying left and right, and I can feel my stomach twisting and turning. The latest loop that has been thrown my way has been completely different. I feel peace and completely understand that God's got it. This is not my concert, ultimately it is His.